Carol Kroll

Standstill

I’m bummed a little tonight because I concocted some weird flu buggy thing and my creative factory has taken a nosedive.

First, I had to cancel band practice on Tuesday (which REALLY bummed me out) but I knew that if I didn’t devote as much time as I could to sleeping, drinking fluids and doing nothing, I wouldn’t thwart the worst of what this is. I have my suspicions of where I picked this up and that is at the Dr’s office and lab I had to be in 3 times in a row for unrelated bloodwork (don’t worry, I passed with flying colors! My health is better than ever and I am wicked excited that I have gotten a real handle on my PCOS)

AND I broke a cardinal rule of picking up a magazine in the waiting room! What was I thinking? Of course there is something gross living on the cover of People magazine. That just goes without saying.

The important thing that I have to remember is that I will be back to crafting my wares soon enough and not freak out that I am not making anything. Sleeping freaks me out because I feel like I am missing something, but this is different right? I just hate laying around. HATE IT.