August 14, 2025
Studio Closeup #70
Yes, I’m still making my Bird People Tarot Deck. I have one card left to complete yet for this deck that I have been avoiding because I want it to be absolutely perfect. Of course I do. Which is why nothing has been done about it yet. Yes, I see the pattern and I’m aware.
The Moon card is a very mysterious and spiritual card and I really want to use the right imagery to convey that. I have various collage pieces and bits collected already, but I’m still mining my magazines and books in search of something that’s just gonna “tie the whole room together”.
I haven’t had the urge to share my art, music or thoughts for a good while now because, frankly, the world and the internet with its various energies make me nervous from time to time. Why share my whimsical wares and musings while the world is literally and figuratively burning in the most volatile & vile energy I’ve ever experienced in my lifetime. Then I thought, perhaps posting The Tower card would be the most appropriate thing I could share during this current “climate”. Climate means many things so apply that how you need to and to as many things as you need to (gestures everywhere to everything). And that’s what art and music are for. The peaceful yet mighty opposition to hate, racism, violence, tyranny and fascism. If you need to check in on me these days when I’m not playing total recluse, I’ve been also hanging out on Threads and Instagram. The other socials are too much for me and my levels of extreme sensitivity. Which is not a weakness by the way. I’m finally figuring that out about myself even though the current “climate” would like us to believe otherwise. And that goes for empathy as well in case anyone is wondering where I stand on that matter.
Back to The Tower card. Everyone freaks out when the Devil or Death card comes out in a reading but this is the card I would worry about depending on where it lands in the spread. Or at least that’s been my personal experience when I do readings for myself, or others. According to “my research”, The Tower card is one of the “change cards” but the changes are “sudden, unexpected and unwilling” and usually involves “breakthroughs and breakdowns, explosive tempers, arguments and occasionally, violence.”
More creepy stories later everyone! Please take care of each other out there.

Upright Meanings:
Destruction; ruin
Awakening
A traumatic experience
Unavoidable change
Shipwreck
Reversed Meanings:
(to a lesser degree)
Oppression
Chaos
Exile
Entrapment
Tyranny